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Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
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12:32 pm - Tomorrow Night !
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I hope I see everyone there. Not that I've got much room to talk but.. dag nabble fragget I'd better see some people types at Alchemy.
*BEAM*
PS: Why isn't everyone on myspace? *pout*
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| Monday, February 13th, 2006
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11:49 pm
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| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
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12:41 pm - color me desperate
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| Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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1:00 am
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| Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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8:36 am
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7:51 am
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A man walks into his bedroom with a sheep under his arm and says:
"Darling, this is the pig I have sex with when you have a headache."
His girlfriend is lying in bed and replies: "I think you'll find that's a sheep, you idiot."
The man says: "I think you'll find I wasn't talking to you."
current mood: too early for moods
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| Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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12:47 am - crawling out of darkness
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I got my laptop back :)
So yeah, for those emails and drinks I owe... expect those soon, (er rather, my version of soon.)
I'M SORRY I MISSED BIG DADDY CHROME AT NATION !! !! !!
To correct this matter I am currently sacrificing a cigarette and red bull to the Gawds of Forgiveness.
Happy Tra-La-La Days with a merry merry tucked in between your drinks and dancing.
love n kisses,
Jennifer "Leaping Light Years of Lateness" White
PS: I got the bestest of the bestest CDs for Xmas!!
IRIS - Awakening
IRIS - Wrath
*BOUNCE* *BEAM* *BOUNCE* <-- wash rinse repeat
current mood: yes
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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5:16 am - Hi
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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8:30 pm - and then again
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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8:22 pm - Desperately Seeking Starting Over
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That is the Starting Over House. Winds of change willing I'll be attending a casting call this Sunday.
Yeah. That about sums up the gaps in my journal. *nudge nudge wink wink*
PS: Anyone have a friend or a friend of a friend who buys inventions? My creative curdle knows no boundaries.
PPS: You guys sound like you're all doing well. I'm glad to read it. Love 'N Kisses to any and all.
current mood:  okay
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| Friday, August 8th, 2003
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3:03 pm - a public service announcement..
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Look! I got online! For someone so social it should be a crime to be having SO many communication issues. That said, as of late, I've seen and heard from so many voices from the past. All of which I'm happy about. Just a few more to add to the tally of re-establishing communication, *cough-mina-cough-i still love you-cough-please don't hate me-cough* and I will once again be "complete". *big doe eyes*
Taken from related, "catching up" type email:
"Ah the amazing roller coaster of life. Sometimes you want to scream, sometimes you want to cry, and sometimes you just want to throw up."
hmm.. so true.
PS: Dear BoblacticWill, I'm having issues with my voice mail. (GASP? Me communication issues??) But I will try to find your vm once again asap. And please remember that by finding me this job opportunity you are in fact a Gawd amoung men, (and mice too.)
Thank you. Drive around.
current mood:  chipper
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2003
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9:59 am - Odd..
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After dusting off the ol' SSX game for the PS2, I've managed to bruise the palm of my right hand.
Right then. Think I'll attempt the unethical experimental with a 720 forward flip to a late rodeo with my feet rather than my poor crippled hand.
*sigh*
..the humanity.
On a completely unrelated and utterly non-entertaining note, I require help in the job searching department. I'm currently searching for something in the (hmm.. lemmie see if I can narrow this down a bit) call center, admin, receptionist, mortgage loan consultant, sales, customer service, quality assurance, entry level marketing and/or advertising. I'd also LOVE to get my foot into a therapist's/psychologist's door (as that's my chosen career path). Did I also mention I'd be willing to relocate to several different areas of Florida?
Yeah. I'm not picky.
current mood:  amused
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| Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
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11:50 pm - *BOUNCE*
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Today: I began a new job. Part time gig at a Jewlery store in NW. YES!
Tonight: (well, I guess that would actually be more like vedy, vedy early tomorrow.. but, I digress) I head to Nexus, collect owed money & tell Ron he can shove his fat, egotistical face straight up his poop-shoot.
I AM A GOLDEN GAWD !!
Tomorrow: I update my resume(what the hell am I supposed to say I've done for the last 15 months?) & begin applying for the two dozen or so job's I've clipped from various papers N such. PS: I'm open to idea's if anyone's got em.
Tankew und gurdnite!
current mood: frackin ecstatic bootybitch !!
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| Monday, June 23rd, 2003
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5:21 am
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A dear friend of mine gave me this seemingly innocent book which has now provided me with the determination of seeking out a doctor licensed for "reincarnation therapy". What can I say? I'm a product of gullibility when it comes to "non-fiction" reading material.
Many Lives, Many Masters by Brian L. Weiss, M.D.
A quick read for a mere twelve bucks. Why not pick one up?
*hides under rock*
current mood: like reincarnated sushi
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| Friday, June 20th, 2003
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6:08 pm
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I need a saline IV stat.
I should probably look into my email too.
May not work tonight. Feelin mighty, mighty lazy.
Will be out to Alhchemy next Thursday.
Shrimp in a creamy Lobster Sauce makes for an excellent breakfast.
Hulk.
Weeble-Wables wable. But, they don't fall down.
current mood:  sleepy
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| Monday, June 16th, 2003
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12:03 pm - Your service is important to us.. Please Hold.
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For someone who has shed few tears throughout the last few years, recently I’ve felt like a 60 year old hag on menopause. This morning was no exception.
After having been up all night, wishing I was asleep but knowing that was impossible, ( these things happen when you’re forced to sleep for three days straight. severe, left the contacts in too long and allowed my eyes to swell shut syndrom.. whoops) I noticed my boyfriend’s two roommates, (whom I consider close friends) were once again fighting. I had as of late become accustomed to the yelling. I guess that’s just what some couples do.
But, this morning seemed different. The yelling, both steadily and rapidly became screaming and crying. Terms like “GET OUT” and “LET GO, YOU’RE HURTING ME” immediately possessed my heart and attention. After several attempts of waking my boyfriend, ( whom had previously taken a sleeping aid) I tried to explain to him that something needed to be done. He, being jaded from their usual fights, simply grabbed me down next to him, held me, and covered my ears.
My heart began to panic with the pain I could feel from the two restless souls now yelling from below me. Having so much faith, (perhaps more so than my own) in my boyfriends opinions I tried so very hard to stay put. The tears began flooding my eyes, then cheeks and sheets..my sobbing forced my body into minor convulsions before I could no longer lay still.
Maybe ten minutes had passed since the argument began, perhaps over something as simple as, “just give me five more minutes honey.” An uneasy silence somehow attempting to hide the occasional muffled sob had enveloped the first floor.
I stood up and began walking for the steps slowly wiping the sadness from my expression. Once in view I could see that he was sitting, staring, waiting for her to collect the few things she so desperately needed for work. While she grabbed anything she could within the square foot he allowed her. Things indeed had quieted down. And although the pain still radiated from each of them, the malice in the air was at last being replaced with regret. A regret I’ve felt in my own previous relationships. Regret for words and actions which can never be retrieved. Never be forgotten. Never be forgiven.
In the seconds it took me to continue down those poltergeist-like, never ending stairs, I wondered if there could be a resolution for the salvation of their relationship.
The convenience of having someone, (anyone really) always there, is what usually keeps couples together if even for a little while. In my heart I hope the affection which once brought them together can once again be from whatever rock it fell under.
As for me, perhaps my empathic nature has left me feeling as lonely as they this very moment, the two sharing a car as he drops her off at work. The long drive. The awkwardness of wanting to say everything yet, unable to say a word. Their throats burning and tightening with pain seasoned with pride.
I wonder if there is a love which can truly withstand the time and torment we’re forced to endure through our lives. And, even if by sheer luck we stumble upon someone whom we can give our everything, is it possible that he or she will be the one person who loves us that deeply in return?
...... these are the days i wish i knew how to make da pretty short cut thingie ....
BUT on a lighter note, (like I could leave ya with anyting less) ;)
I pretty freakin ecstatic about my relationship. Shahram is handsome and gentle and wise. His sense of humor could have him in a wits match on the best version of , "Who's Line is it Anyway" staring Robin Williams. He treats me like a queen and all I find myself wanting to do is make him happy. Yes, I care for him deeply, (to say the very least.)
*say's with the big doe eyes..* "He's so dreamy." *blink blink*
Followed by the *PLEASE don’t break my poor wittle heart dance*
In other newsies:
Fickle is as fickle does.. I’ve no clue what to do about Miami. I’m pretty sure he doesn’t want to go and unless all hell breaks loose, I’m positive I don’t want to leave him behind. (although he'd be the only reason I'd stay.) How do you sell someone on warm beaches, year long amazing weather and all around fun? Hmm..
That’s enough about the love life.. as for work.. well.. Fuck, it still sucks. I make the dough I guess. But this whole, over abundance of conscious thing REALLY gets in the way. Okay, maybe not so much. I guess my inability to rape people for their money but still (somehow, miracle?) make enough of my own to pay the bills is not truly such a bad thing.
However, I will need to set aside a substantial amount of money within the next three months. Let’s see if my stellar over achieving spending habits can be subsided for just a short while. .. Uh yeah.
Moving day is practically around the corner. Anyone gots advice?
current mood:  lazy
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| Wednesday, May 14th, 2003
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5:17 pm - Soul's Domain
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Walks the streets with no one to fill his hand
Repeating footsteps, digging circles in the sand
What’s his secret what’s his name
He came here to look for wealth and fame
Will my story end the same
Shadowed with oppression from the day she was born
Absently searching for acceptance through porn
What’s her secret what’s her name
She came here to find a release from self-blame
Will my story end the same
Cast out of his home at an early age
A needle in his arm to subside the rage
What’s his secret what’s his name
He came here to medicate the rain
Will my story end the same
The beat strikes my heart like an epiphany
Speaks through my hands, becomes your mp3
You know my secrets you know my name
Forget what you heard cause I WILL maintain
This is my story from my soul’s domain
-=JwTp=-
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9:17 am
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Your personality is rated 33. Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.What is yours?</center>quiz by midgetfarm.com
Aww. Gee. *makes the big doe eyes*
Heeheehee they said... "head"
current mood: amused
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| Saturday, May 3rd, 2003
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3:36 pm - Fickle is as Fickle does..
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South Beach is neato. And so are the people types I went down there with. YaY for vacations!
That is all. ;)
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Monday, March 31st, 2003
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12:41 am - Important (lack?) of Announcement
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Um yeah. To keep with my consistently inconsistent, hopelessly lost in more ways than one, fickle self, I've decided to go away. (One or two of ya know what I'm referring to and I would appreciate a LACK of elaboration on your part. In other words, Keep your fingers quiet. Thank you drive around.)
I'm doing something pretty big around the end of the year and will be announcing it in just over a month. For the moment I can say it involves work, school and moving. And so, with the next few weeks being the exception, I'll be out and about FAR more often than not. Please reassign me to any and all party/activity invitation lists, as I'll be able to attend beginning very soon. ;p
Thank you for your web time. Please continue with your normal pointing and clicking.
current mood:  bouncy
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